who is the artist and what is the title of that song that goes 'losing the game of life' or something and it has the girl driving on the freeway in her old car with the top down and she starts driving with her feet and swerving everywhere and in the end she runs into a truck and flies out of the car and dies? it was on mtvs most controvecial videos a while ago. i really need to know what it is called and who it is by. please email me whoever knows.