eminem, you are the greatest rapper i love ya so much it would mean the world to me if i coudl meet ya, it would make my life so much better i can relate to you when my mother had custody of me and my brother she would shoot cocain in front of us and leave us in the house for days. But im lucky to have an awesome father who when he found out that she was with 3 guys that were shooting drugs in front of us he came and beat the shit outa all 3 of them and got charged with attempted murder..i no that some people wouldnt think that would be a good father but hes done everything for me, bailed me outa jail, he was even santa clause at our elementary school. when my father got custody of us he was a great father always involved with everything, my mother ended up disaperaing for 6 yrs, noone knew if she was dead or what happened when she came back she had HIV and w/ 2 kids, one of them was born w/HIV and ive never met him, and probably never will but the other one i see once in a while. My mother died in 2003 she was 39 and i was 16 i started doing heroin soon after that...i did it for a long time until i got on drug court, and 2 other brobations from 2 different cities, i hit my rock bottom when i was a prostitute, it was the only way i could get money or i would be sick, i no that you understand all this, i got raped and beat up by 2 guys i have memory loss and a scar on my eyelid. When i got clean i couldnt handle all the shit that happened in the past and was in and out of psych hosp. for cutting and trying to commit sucicide...i was either in and out of jail or in psych hosp for 2yrs, i just got back around about 5 months ago and im doing good im off all the probabtions and am living on my own, my dream is to meet you, it would make me so happy, your awesome and i hope that you write back to me, -Samantha-Boston,Ma